I don't know what has gotten into me lately. I just feel so down. I feel like I have been having a "fat" week!!! Grrrrr...I have been doing all my workouts the way I should be. I have even been doing extra, and I feel worse than when I wasn't exercising in terms of how I feel about my body. I just don't understand. Maybe I thought I would get results faster. I don't know. I see other people doing the same workout program and they are cheating here and cheating there, but they get results and are all happy. It sucks because I don't cheat on anything. I eat the way I am supposed to, I do all the workouts, and I sit here and watch them get results!! It pisses me off!!
I am not saying that I don't see changes, I do. I am a lot stronger and my muscles are getting bigger....uuugghh but I have never had a problem gaining muscle, its the losing fat part that I suck at!!! I have been adding extra cardio and I have been eating a low carb diet, what the hell else can I do??? I know I need more patience, but it just sucks to feel so bad about myself when I am doing great things. I think this is one of the reasons I don't stick to programs. I won't quit here though. I am determined to keep going, I am just in a funk.
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