Sucking on the Blogging Front!!

Man have I been sucking with the blog lately!! Oh well here goes it!! Yesterday I did Rockin' Body Party Express and Hip Hop Abs Total Body Burn!! FUN FUN FUN!! I <3 Cardio so much. I need to be more consistent with P90x but because of my schedule being so busy...well mostly with so much work for school, I always choose cardio over P90x because of my want to shed fat being greater than my want or need to gain more muscle. It will all even out in the end I am sure. :)

Stupid Scale!!

I feel soooooo good lately!! I wake up and it feels like everyday I feel thinner and thinner. I have had an added boost of confidence and just have been feeling happier lately.

The only thing that I am mad about is that my stupid scale is broken. When the toilet flooded my apartment it ruined my digital scale, so now I have to get a new one. I haven't been able to weigh myself for weeks now and I am curious as to what it will say when I do!!!

:)

Keep X-ing it out folks!!!

P90x Blues - Week 1/Day 6

Now that I have been doing Hip Hop Abs and Rockin' Body it has been harder to get excited about restarting P90x. The cardio programs have made me feel great!! They make me excited, they get me smiling, they make me sweat, I am finally losing weight...they have done so much for me that when I turn on P90x now, I just feel like I want to be doing the other videos. LOL.

Oh well.

I still need weight training so I am doing P90x, I just hope that I get more results from it so I can be happy about that too. It's just that P90x is not fun. After doing all these fun workouts its so unmotivating to do P90x. I think also because I have gotten more results doing cardio and my half version of P90x then I did just doing P90x.

if that makes any sense.

I am going to stick it out for the 90 days then modify it to suit my fun factor. I think plyo and shoulders and arms are the only fun workouts for me. :)

Why do we have emotions? I hate being a girl.

Any chicks hate being girls?

My personality is such that I am more a tomboy when it comes to doing sports or working out. Even the way I joke and how sarcastic I am is more in tune with guys than with prissy chicks. I am not the one to put a dog in a purse or to match lipsticks to nail polishes, BUT i have the same emotional rollercoasters that all chicks have!!!

It is ridiculous!! A few times a month I get bitchy and hard to deal with. I get super emotional and think everyone hates me. I overreact and act like an idiot!! I HATE THIS

If anyone read my last 2 blogs, just ignore them!! I am being stupid today.

Grrrrrrr...

School started...

enough said.

busy.

:)

Restart - DAY 3

SHOULDERS & ARMS / AB RIPPER X
WOW!! Ok so I think everyone knows that Shoulder & Arms is my fave workout!! It makes me feel sooooo strong and I just love how my arms feel afterwards. My shoulders have always been on the bigger side and they tone up pretty fast so I love that!! Niiiice.

But by the time I got to ab ripper today I was exhausted!! I have know idea why!! I think its the new thing I am doing where I mute Tony and just listen to my Ipod!! Man, I am jamming in between sets!! A song comes on that I like and I just start dancing!! I guess thats more calories burned. LOL.

HAHA.

Anyway I am sooooo happy to be doing ALL of P90x now!!

Though my ass and inner thighs are killing today from Plyo!! It's a good sore though!! It's a "I worked my ass off" kinda sore!! I LOVE IT!! I feel so much lighter on my feet doing my workouts now. I think I am really toning up and thinning out some!! I am super excited!! Well its time to go sweat it out!!!

I think I am going to go do:
Hip Hop Abs - Fat Burning Cardio

Night All!! Don't Forget to...

X - IT OUT BABY!!

Todays Workouts...

early afternoon
1. Plyo - Holy Mother of God - I forgot how "cool" that workout was!

night time
2. Rockin' Body - Disco Groove ( I LOVE IT)
3. Hip Hop Abs - Ab Sculpt

fun time folks!

OK I Lied...

:)

Sooooo in my YT video I said I was going to start the P90x countdown over again on Monday but since I realized that I did the Chest & Back workout the other day, I just continued with Plyo today.

Whew. I haven't been able to do Plyo at all since my knee injury and today I go to do it. I almost forgot all the crazy stuff thats in there!! It was fun but my knee started getting a little tweaky towards the end so I modified and finished it up. My knee feels fine now.

I think I am going to go do a Rockin' Body dance video because I have been wanting to dance all damn day!! I was even dancing in between Plyo exercises!! LOL.

I have also tried a new thing where I put on my Ipod, and just watch the P90x videos because I can't stand Tony. I can't even stand hearing his voice anymore. He's such a show off TOOL! It makes me angry! Grrrrr...so now I just de-tony-ize P90x!!

Safe Ex Habits...

So, have you ever had that one ex that just made your skin hot and sweaty? That one guy [or girl] that no matter what you did you were always sooo turned on by them. Whether they were watching TV, out on the town, dressed up, dressed down, sleeping, or what not, they always seemed to draw you in??

I had one of those. I even thought for a moment that he was my muse [photographically speaking]. I thought he was the sexiest guy ever. It wasn't anything he did, he never HAD to do anything. All he had to do was just sit there, and I wanted him. It was amazing to be around someone that makes you feel like that, but lately I have been checking up on him and his new GF. Just glancing at myspace photos, no stalking involved [note title of blog]. :)

I know I know.

Shouldn't follow up on exes. lol. Well anyway I see photos of him and his new girl and it seems as though hes gone totally downhill. When him and I were together he was smokin' hot. I even loved the way he dominated my mirrors to get his hair just so!! Oooooh that hair!! Sexy. Anyway. Now I haven't seen a pic where he's even done his hair. He used to not leave home without some sort of product for it. He also has gained about 40 lbs. Not to say that I am shallow or what not. He's always been a bigger guy and I love that. But when we were together his chest, shoulders, and arms we so developed and just nice. He always wanted to hit the gym and always wanted to look good when I was around him. I just don't understand where this lack of care for his appearance is coming in.

I think it is the new chick. She doesn't seem to have much care for her outwardly appearance so does this rub off on people?? Maybe because I was always so put together, and looked so nice when we were together that he felt the need to do the same? I don't know, but I miss seeing photos of that hot, sexy, man that I was so head over heels for.

Is he gone forever?

;)

Workouts For Tonight:

1. Rockin' Body - Disco Groove (35min)
2. P90x - Chest & Back
3. P90x - Ab Ripper X

Workouts:

1. Rockin' Body - Booty Time (30 min)
2. Rockin' Body - Party Express (25 min)

WOW!

Sometimes I just workout and workout and workout.
These dance workouts really leave me wanting more afterwards!! LOL.

Tonights Workouts:

1. Rockin' Body - Rock It Out (45 min)
2. Hip Hop Abs - Fat Burning Cardio (30 min)
3. P90x - Shoulders & Arms

Whew!! Long Night. Time to pop in a movie and hit the hay!! Night Night!!