Day 34

Week 5 - Day 5

I am sucking on this week so badly, I may just redo it. I am not doing as badly as I may think but I just feel so out of it. Grrrrrr...I think it may have a lot to do with other people's motivation as well. On You Tube there are a lot of slackers lately and everyone seems to have an excuse for skipping workouts so I have been less than motivated. I think I am going to wean myself off of You Tube a little bit because of it. I just don't feel as motivated on there as I used to be. I need to start doing this for myself and trying to gather motivation from within instead of from others that are unreliable. Sometimes I just don't see the point of trying to motivate everyone when I am not feeling motivated. Blahhh. I am not into trying to gain popularity on there, all I want is to want to workout. All I want is to get into shape and have it be as painless as possible.

Just my thoughts for this morning.

It is 2:20 am and I am just now getting myself in the mood to put in my workout for today. Uuugghhhh why do I procrastinate sooo much???!!!!

LEGS & BACK / AB RIPPER X