So, have you ever had that one ex that just made your skin hot and sweaty? That one guy [or girl] that no matter what you did you were always sooo turned on by them. Whether they were watching TV, out on the town, dressed up, dressed down, sleeping, or what not, they always seemed to draw you in??
I had one of those. I even thought for a moment that he was my muse [photographically speaking]. I thought he was the sexiest guy ever. It wasn't anything he did, he never HAD to do anything. All he had to do was just sit there, and I wanted him. It was amazing to be around someone that makes you feel like that, but lately I have been checking up on him and his new GF. Just glancing at myspace photos, no stalking involved [note title of blog]. :)
I know I know.
Shouldn't follow up on exes. lol. Well anyway I see photos of him and his new girl and it seems as though hes gone totally downhill. When him and I were together he was smokin' hot. I even loved the way he dominated my mirrors to get his hair just so!! Oooooh that hair!! Sexy. Anyway. Now I haven't seen a pic where he's even done his hair. He used to not leave home without some sort of product for it. He also has gained about 40 lbs. Not to say that I am shallow or what not. He's always been a bigger guy and I love that. But when we were together his chest, shoulders, and arms we so developed and just nice. He always wanted to hit the gym and always wanted to look good when I was around him. I just don't understand where this lack of care for his appearance is coming in.
I think it is the new chick. She doesn't seem to have much care for her outwardly appearance so does this rub off on people?? Maybe because I was always so put together, and looked so nice when we were together that he felt the need to do the same? I don't know, but I miss seeing photos of that hot, sexy, man that I was so head over heels for.
Is he gone forever?
;)
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